Daddy Blog #11

Have you ever missed someone that you really love?   Well, that happens to me.  I left my daddy when I was fourteen years old.  I was very happy when I used to live with my daddy.  He was an awesome person because he gave me love and took care of me when I was a child.   He thought me all of the values of life.  I can say that he inspires my life and he will be doing it.  When I moved to the United States I left him there.  I have not seen him since I moved here.  He cannot come here because he is old and he is sick.  I am trying to go and visit him next year, but he does not want me to go there.  I call him every two days to hear his voice.  I always remember my daddy with great love.  I do not know what my life would be without him.  I know that he is not with me, but he is in my heart.  My feeling of missing him is like an empty bottle because there is nothing that could fill it.  Sometimes I feel lonely and sad.  I think at a point of my life I was going to miss him a lot.  I can feel his love toward me.  For me, when Christmas comes is a sadly night, I cry during that night because it gives me a flashback when my daddy at midnight woke me up to hug me.  I think that the best moments of my life will stay forever.  I miss him on the most special moments of my life.  I see that my life would be different if he would be with me sharing those specials moments. I felt sad when I was in High School when he was not there.  My mom was always there, and it was not the same thing when he was with me.  My daddy is the most important person in my life as well as my mother.  They are my inspiration.  When I was a child I did not have my mother and now that I have her I do not have my daddy.  It is something weird and bad at the same time for me.   Before I wanted to have my mother and now I want to be with my daddy.  I realized that life sometimes in unjust because I cannot have what I really love with me.  My dad says that I have to be conformable with what I have with me.  He advices me and whenever I need something from him he is always there for me.  I wish I could stop the time to go back and share more moments with my daddy who was an awesome dad.  I know that missing someone that you really love is like your heart is broken or something from you is not completely.  This is part of my life that something of me is empty.  Daddy and mommy are my life and whether they are or they are not with me I love them a lot and miss them.